Monday, 31 December 2012

What lies behind a dream??

Years ago, when I was a small kid studying in school, I had a very rare dream. I was standing alone in the premises of my ancestral home opposite which was a relative's home. As I was about to move to this relative's home, there came a snake; indeed a big one, blocking my way. The snake was very long and of pretty large size. I was standing right at the middle of the snake's length, very well aware that just by keeping my foot across the snake's body, I could get away from it and escape the snake's attack. I could sense that the snake was not in a mood to harm me and was lying there in somewhat a dormant manner. But, I was too scared just by the sight of it and wanted somebody to come and rescue me from there. But, as the usual scenario goes in dreams, I was unable to make any sound or call out for help.I don't know for how long I stood there with the snake in front of me; I couldn't move forward, I couldn't cry out for help; and yes, the snake also didn't move. It was a safe yet scary situation....Like any other dream, it was over after sometime.But like most of the dreams which gets forgotten seconds or minutes after waking up, this was not forgotten. Many a time during my lifetime till now I have thought about this peculiar dream - why did I have such a dream, does it have any significance in my life, why was it never forgotten etc.


Recently I visited Mannarassala temple in Kerala. It was the first time that I visited this temple and the feeling was "why it took me so long to visit this temple of snake Gods".It was an awesome feeling experienced while walking within the temple. It is a family temple and the family members have their "illams"/homes situated around the premises of the "sarpakavukal" coarsely occupied by poisonous snakes. It is believed that these snakes will not harm the people staying here. Infact, there is no precedence of them harming them. Now, isn't that amazing?? Man living in perfect harmony with snakes!!


The story of Mannarassala temple goes like this...It was the time when Lord Parasurama was taking vengeance on the Kshatriyas by killing them far and wide whether guilty or not to avenge for the  death of his parents. In order to get over this sin of killing the Kshatriyas, Lord Parasurama gifts the Brahmanas with a land which is reclaimed from the sea by throwing his sacred axe; the land known as God's own country, Kerala. But this land was inhabitable and uncultivable due to its high salt content. Parasumara was determined to make this land habitable at any cost. He went on a severe penance to please Lord Nagaraja,the King of snakes. Needless to say, Nagaraja was pleased with Parasurama and granted his request. Ferocious serpents arrived at the spot and spread their poison all over. This poison percolated the land wich made it desalinated and habitable with envious greenery. Parasurama then requested Nagaraja to bless the land forever with his eternal presence, which was also accepted by him.


At an auspicious moment, Parasurama installed Nagaraja who is Brahma,Vishnu and Siva in one in a place filled with Mandara trees; the place now known as Mannarasala. The installed deity here represents Anantha (Vishnuswaroopa)and Vasuki (Siva in spirit). Other deites of Sarpayakshi, Nagayakshi and Nagachamundi other Naga deities and their associates can also be found here. There is one Appuppankavu in the temple where it is believed that five hooded Nagaraja still stays doing tapas for the prosperity of his dependants.


Well, I have heard from my mother that my ancestors were also snake worshippers. By going through the story of Mannarassala and how the snake Gods still look after his dependants, I am inclined to think that the snake in my dream must be the snake God who is still around bringing prosperity and well being of his dependants. That could be the reason why he remained so calm without causing any harm....








Tuesday, 13 November 2012

Birthday and a present

Once again a pleasant surprise!! He send me two books as my birthday present – one a book from my favorite author Preeti Shenoy “Life is what you make it” and the other the book about/of the Supreme “Narayaneeyam” … Once again he has proved to be my Guru …. This is the best birthday present I have ever received in my life. I will cherish it forever. Thank you, Sir for the best Birthday gift ever in my life :)…

Friday, 2 November 2012

Self Musings


Today He called me. He said he received my blog and my mail. He said he read through the entire blog and felt that was of pretty good standard. He said he didn’t know that I had such good writing skills. He gave me an explanation for getting into English writings recently; he said he had studied in a Malayalam medium Govt. school and was used to reading Malayalam books only. It was recently that he started reading English books. He appreciates my writings and encourages me to write more and more. He had a doubt whether I knew Malayalam :) … he said, from my speaking too he had a doubt whether I was conversant with Malayalam. Well, I too doubt if I know the language well when I listen to my own dialogues recorded on mobile. He is a good observer and critic.

 "He" is my guide, mentor, my Guru...I had never imagined that my M-Tech project guide would turn to be my mentor years later. This blog is dedicated to you, Sir...Also I would like to thank you for the name of this blog "White space"...the space where any thoughts could be put down....

This is story of the origin of this blog "The White Space" .... Hope you enjoy reading through it :-)